Closing a Chapter

Goodnight, thank you and goodbye!!!

My new journey began in May 2017, my first full-time job after years of battle with a demon and regaining my health. I was filled with hope when walking into this place because I liked labs while in school and I believed it's going to be a lot to learn from here. But months after months, I have been doing the same old tedious duties, no promotion, no new knowledge, I was frustrated and was dragging all day. But the upside was, I learned how to say no to situations I was unable to handle. Despite this, this job itself was just a pass-time while I was actively searching for better jobs elsewhere.

When a person is eager for certain thing, life gives him something more important. There was no advance in my career from here, but I received precious gifts from heaven AKA friends. This was the first time I made new friends again since my struggle began years ago. Yes, high quality friends, not acquaintances; someone you can be open with, someone you have resonance with, someone you will mention their names in your private diary with honor, they also give you wings and lift you high. Most importantly, these new and special people in my life knocked down the fortress I built during my depressed years so that sunlight can get in. I am feeling lonely no more and experience caring and love again.

Those warm hugs...I wish I can stay like this forever!
Tried my very best to hold tears for the whole day, but the dam finally collapsed during my last few minutes. Some of the folks who were still in the department after 5:30 pm saw my tears of sophisticated emotions, what a shame on me.